Ridiculous things I obsess over #196:
I have a mole/beauty mark on my face. You may have seen or noticed it in pictures. I happen to like it, and it represents a part of my face that I’m fairly used to.
Well, a few weeks ago I had a pimple or something under it, which of course I couldn’t leave alone. I have problems; I think that much is obvious. Anyways, it ended up scabbing, I scratched at it a few times, and now, the mole is pretty much gone, aside from some pink/redness where everything is still healing.
For about two weeks or more (I heal slowly), I’ve been stressing about whether or not this mole will grow back. I like having it, I want to still have it, and I’m worried I won’t have it anymore.
Yet I’m not really worried about my unpaid bills or school (okay, that one’s a lie). I’m worried about a stupid mole on my face. 😛